Michael Gould
HIV Positive Male Nurse
Perhaps I knew fifty people who died by the end of the eighties. I was in my mid- thirties going through what octogenarian grandparents experience when all their friends die and they’re the last.
Watch filmPerhaps I knew fifty people who died by the end of the eighties. I was in my mid- thirties going through what octogenarian grandparents experience when all their friends die and they’re the last.
Watch filmI took one look at Vaughn and part of me broke. His clothes were on inside out. He had bits of wool and string tied in circles around him, and a tape measure. Things to ‘keep him safe’. His mind was disturbed.
Watch filmHe’d been moved to a respite home which was really for elderly people. It was full of prejudice and bigotry. Some nurses wouldn’t touch him. He went through hell before he died.
Watch filmOne of the greatest tragedies of HIV is that instead of treating it as a catastrophic medical pandemic, the rest of the world treated it as a moral issue
Watch filmThe day you get your diagnosis is like a personal earthquake
Watch filmTrying to fight a pandemic in a gay relationship, when it’s actually illegal to be with the person you’re trying to save, is not something I would wish on anybody.
Watch filmWe came to London to give each other freedom, to enjoy ourselves. We’d had that. And now we both had our diagnoses.
Watch filmThe report appeared in the News of the World: Sex and Drugs on AIDS Training Weekend. Suddenly we were all under the spotlight and it wasn’t fair. Volunteers had put in so much.
Watch filmBut it was splashed across the media: 'Should we allow our future queen to shake hands with an AIDS victim?' All this bile. Bile about Shane.
Watch filmIn London by that time, the perception was that it affected only gay men, nothing to do with women.
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